just a bit of a rave (for now)..

hello everyone,
how are you all going???

im sorry, yet again, for being a bad poster...
i have had heaps to chat about, but i think i just keep putting it off cause i did have heaps to say and didn't know where to start... lol stupid theory isn't it....

i have been pretty sick these last few weeks and feeling really crap.
i am having lots of trouble staying awake, im getting headaches cause im so tired, im so cranky, moody & miserable (more so than normal, lol), i can't even think of anything else at the moment, but just really crappy stuff!!!!!!
finally went & saw my dr. on Monday!!!
Anyhow, she sent me off for some blood tests, ewwww AND i had to go on my own, boohooo, i so HATE needles... My dr. then made another appointment for Thursday for when the results would be back... I got a phone call yesterday and she wanted to tell me the results, so i got in to see her today...
Anyhow, (raving yes).. Its nothing too serious, just my blood pressure is low (she said that's not too bad, better to be low than high), my iron is way off the chart, low. And the usual, my Thyroid levels are WAY out of wack (more so than usual)... That is all reason for me being so run down... I have yet got another case of the cold with tonsillitis starting again, BUT as usual when im stressed & run down i get it... And she told me i am just extremely run down... THANKS...

ok, that's just me...
Oh & there MIGHT be a possibility that i MIGHT be pregnant!!!!!!!!!! SSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i only said MIGHT though, MIGHT... don't get too excited, i'll let you know as soon as im sure or not!!!!!!!!

Mum is going pretty good..
I haven't posted anything here about mum's hand yet. i'll do that one day soon (with photos, yuck!!!!)
She got her bandages off yesterday and oh gosh, YUCK!!! you should see the cuts, yucko!!!!! with strict instructions from me, she took her camera with her and took a photo of each side, yucko!!!!!!! She now has a full hard cast on and has to have it on for at least 4wks before going back to see her dr to see how its going...
She is still in LOTS of pain, but she says she just have to put up with it and hope its all worth it in the long run...

What else is happening here??? Oh i have been flat out busy with the dance concert coming up, only 4 sleeps to go!!!!!!!!! OH GOSH!!!!! that's scary!!!!
i am absolutely SH*^ing myself... We had full rehearsal & then full dress rehearsal on Sunday and we were terrible... lol
(we were much better at LAST practice last night though, phewww, but that's not to say we wont fail on Sunday night though.. lol)..
Ive told mum & Brendan that there has to be someone to laugh at there, AND THAT'S US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
i'll keep you posted.....
Oh, but you should see the kids, they make me cry everytime i watch them.. they are so cute...

Well, i think i have raved enough for one night...
see ya