a post from work..

Yep, im at work today..
Ive found my 'home' page to do my editing AND remembered my password to get into it too..
So, here i am...

Ive downloaded some more music today, so just have to burn them to my MP3 player & to a cd, so i can listen to them on my cd player in the kitchen..
Ive also downloaded some photos to be copied to Extrafilm and to BigW as well for printing..
So a very productive day at work... lol

It was a lovely quiet morning at home again this morning..
With the boys sleeping at Nana's and Taylor at Danielle's again..
I think they might be sleeping at Shannon & Brett's tonight, Taylor asked on Saturday when we were all out for dinner.. But i haven't heard anymore yet, so im not sure... Gosh imagine that, 3 quiet nights/mornings in a row... lol

Speaking of Shan & Brett, they had another egg put in (IVF) last week and was waiting till Sunday/Monday to see how things were going, but unfortunately it didn't take again.. Poor things, it must be so heartbreaking for them...
I often think about having another baby. I would LOVE another baby, but Brendan doesn't, but in saying that, he feels the same as me.. If we had our 'dream' house (our next house, soon, hopefully!!!!) and we were pretty comfortable, we would think about another one. But we want/NEED our house more than anything now, so another baby just wouldn't be practical..
Everytime i think about Shannon & Brett and what they are going through and how many times they have been unsuccessful, i really wish i could do it for them... And as much as pregnancy doesn't always agree with OR giving birth. It is something that i really would do & go through for them... Plus, how exciting it would be to have a new baby niece/nephew close to home..
Speaking of niece & nephew... I have been terribly slack and not even send Faith or Taj's Christmas present off to them.. Plus it's Faith's b'day next week & i haven't go anything for her yet... i BEST get shopping and get her something and send them ALL away to them...
Slackarse aunty i am........ :o(

Last night Brendan & i got onto the subject of my loving, darling sister, NOT!!!!!!!!
and how mum is going to be very emotional this week...
It's Kylie's 35th b'day on Friday (21st april) and its always an emotional time for mum and to be around her... Just like Christmas, Easter, anniversaries, and i guess all the time.....
There is not a day that goes by that i don't think about her and wish things were so different.
There is not a week that goes by that i don't think about just going out to her place.
Talking to Brendan about that last night, he said i should. I didn't think he would be for it, but he thinks i should just turn up on her doorstop.!!!!!!!!!!!
As much as i would love to, im just to scared to..
Im scared of the door being slammed in my face and that i couldn't handle..
Im scared cause i don't know what i would do if she was there.... Would i give her a big hug or would i punch her lights out????????? i don't know????????? I know i want to do both....