What's in a click????
What makes a click?????
Why are there clicks????
Can ANYONE answer these questions for me, please?????????
I always get upset when i find out about these sorts of things, or that someone (like me) can't, wont be able to be involved with everyone else due to some lame excuse...
Is it the way i look, which that's off putting enough; is it the way i wear my hair, so what if its streaked purple; do i say the wrong things, which isn't hard, my words always come out twisted and sounding so wrong, when all i want to do is chat, talk, offer my lame advice or even be a shoulder to lean on; is it because i scrap CRAP, sorry i just can't do it 'perfect'; is it because i work & therefore, don't have the time to scrap more, chat more, do more, do more; is it because i don't work enough, sorry i don't have more money to do more things;......
I try to be more than i really am.
I try to be kind, friendly, caring, helping, supportive, more involved, less involved, funny, did i say friendly????!!!!!
But it never seems to come across like that...
I know i tend to rant & rave, i get my words mixed up (i try not to seem as dumb as i really am), i try to be there for people and lend an ear, a shoulder for anyone to lean on. But that just gets pushed aside and forgotten about..
I don't think i will ever be able to be on the 'in' of anything or anyone...
Everybody, just seems to be in there own click and wont let anyone new in..... :o(
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
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As an outsider myself I can appreciate your frustration. I don't think its about joining the click I think its more about being self confident and forming your own click with like minded people.
Celebrate what you are and what you do and reflect on the positive vibes you get from some people. Its those people you need to focus your attention on, not the energy suckers.
slap slap!!!! There s nothing wrong with you!!! I dont hang out in any clicks either apart from my weekends away at swig...the rest of the time its me and my cyber buddies....doesnt matter what you look like, doesnt matter who you are popular with...all that matters is just being you. You are being too hard on your self truly, I wouldnt be here otherwise. I prescibe a bubblebath
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